Catching My Breath.

Mid May.

And the grass along the banks of the New River has grown taller than Zoey Jo herself.

Abundant rain and cooler temperatures have prevailed over the past month – but yesterday afternoon there was a break in the clouds and we headed out for another leg stretch.

I’ve had a lot on my mind.

I just needed to clear my head.  This post is a long one, so please bear with me and read to the end.

I needed to hear the crunch of feet (mine!) first on gravel roads, then turning to softer dirt roads as we wound our way up toward McMillan’s place.

I had worked all morning on Part 8 of our Unity Quilt Along.  The clock is ticking, things need to be ready – we are almost at the weekend.

I realized while sewing, sewing, sewing – the one thing that I keep telling everyone else – that “This is not a race!” needed to apply to me as well.

So what if the quilt wasn’t quilted and bound before the release of Part 8?  Wasn’t this supposed to be FUN??

Wasn’t that the main reason? FUN?? 

We stopped to listen to the water do what water does.

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I am distraught with the behavior of so many people through this whole thing.

When what could have brought us together – has set us more firmly apart on opposite sides to the point where I am having conspiracy theory articles and more shoved down my throat by those who have said the whole Corona Virus thing and lock down is all a hoax.  That we have been played as lemmings.  That if I continue to speak up about the need for masks to keep our germs to ourselves and to protect others my business is going to suffer.

The conspiracy video Plandemic has been debunked many times over.

This disease is killing thousands daily.  You can’t make that up.

I am not totally left wing, but I am seriously NEVER far right either. I am an Independent who feels that there is a lot to be said for the middle ground listening to both sides, going over the facts, and time and time and time again I have aligned my beliefs with what science has taught us.

Why do I even feel the need to bring this up here?  Because THIS IS MY BLOG.

And it’s become personal.

Along with those Constitutional rights I have had shoved down my throat thanks to not only emailed articles, but TWO rounds of snail mail packets that have shown up in my mail box unwanted – I happen to have FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

And because I believe in Freedom of Speech and need this to stop, I’m bringing it to light.

For your reading pleasure:

Letter #1.

Letter #2.

An email has been sent to the sender as a cease & desist.  Any further packets of mail will be returned to sender unopened. All emails are already being forwarded to spam so they don’t touch my inbox (And have been since the emailing of conspiracy articles first started.)

Lady, (Yes, it’s only one culprit and friends of ours in the same town know her. I also used to live there, you know?)  find someone else to harass because I am done.  

I am entitled to my personally held beliefs and opinions just as you are.  Don't you see that your kind of "persuading" to jump to the other side NEVER WORKS?!

No one was forcing you to read my blog so kindly stop reading me and move on.  Have a nice day.

And in reply I wish to share what I could not put in words myself:

Written by Joshua Ross on May 9th:

Ok, so, here’s some venting and some explaining and if you don’t like it, I honestly don’t care. Move on and good day to you.

This has easily been the longest 2 months of my career, and, for that matter, my life. COVID-19 has changed everything. The way we live, the way our kids learn, the way we work. It has trashed the economy, exploded unemployment, and harmed businesses, many of them, sadly, beyond repair. But here’s the deal: it’s real and it’s here and it’s still spreading.

As a healthcare worker, I’m exhausted. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. As a manager in the the healthcare industry, it’s been one of the longest, most stressful things I’ve tackled.

First off, the truthers and the conspiracy people and the protesters, you’re not helping. The people bitching CONSTANTLY about the governor’s or whatever level of government’s handling of things, it’s not constructive.

Do you want to know why medical people, real medical people, not some crackpot quacks and kooks with a YouTube account or Facebook page, are taking this seriously? Because it’s serious. And we’re serious people when it comes to people’s health and their lives.

Yes, it mostly kills at-risk populations (the elderly and those with underlying medical conditions) but it also kills perfectly healthy people with no prior diagnoses and we don’t know why. 

I’m so tired of people acting like there’s information that’s being cooked up or withheld. You know why there’s lots of gaps in the information? Because we’re still learning about this virus every day. It’s new. It’s never been seen. How it acts, how it spreads, why it does the things it does is all new and we’re learning on the fly. Stop mistaking genuine lack of information for misinformation or withheld information.

The numbers: this one sticks in my craw like no other. “I heard they didn’t die from COVID-19, they died from a heart attack but they were positive so they called it COVID-19 to boost the numbers and scare people.” Stop. It. You know how many people died specifically from AIDS? Zero. 

AIDS patients die from pneumonia or some other illness normal, healthy people fight off because the AIDS virus destroyed their immune system and they couldn’t fight off the infection. But at the heart of it, they died because of AIDS. 

The coronavirus attacks the respiratory system. The respiratory system is, in case you didn’t know, pretty important to sustaining life. It also has a huge impact on how other organ systems, like the heart, work. Guess what, when your lungs don’t work because they’ve basically filled with brick mortar because the virus is attacking them, that puts a bit of a strain on your ticker and very well can cause it to fail. 

So unless you have a basic understanding of or want to understand how interconnected organ systems are and how the body fundamentally functions: stop.

I think I can speak for a lot of medical professionals when I say, we don’t mean to be arrogant, we don’t mean to be jerks, but damn it, this bullshit is frustrating and yes, we’re going to clap back to ignorance. Ignorance is not something to be flaunted and there is a difference between ignorance and stupidity. 

Ignorance is being uninformed. Stop being willfully ignorant and even reveling in it because it doesn’t fit your preconceived narrative or opinion. Even worse, stop pretending you’re not ignorant because you watched some damn YouTube video or read some op-ed piece. That’s someone’s opinion, normally based on nothing. NOTHING. No research. That’s not information. That’s not factual. That’s not based in science. It’s click-bait with the sole intention of riling you up and getting you to let your guard down. 

And instead of being pissed at the virus that’s causing all this, it’s to direct your anger at the government or doctors or anywhere else their agenda wants it directed.

Medical people are fired up for a couple reasons. 1 month ago, we were all heroes and putting our lives on the line because this was dangerous stuff. Well, I think I can speak for most of us when I say we aren’t heroic, we’re just doing our job. But guess what, we’re still doing the same damn thing we were doing a month ago and this crap still hasn’t gone away but now we’re “just trying to scare people” because “it’s really no big deal.” 

We aren’t looking for a pat on the back or even a thank you, we just want you to do what we all need to do to stop this thing and avoid the spread. Listen, if you think that my big fat ass enjoys sweating like a whore in church in an isolation gown, walking around like Mr Magoo because my glasses are fogged up because of my mask, and wearing goggles that dig into the backs of my ears because I’m “just a sheep,” you are mistaken. 

It’s because I don’t want this virus and I don’t want to take it home to my family and I don’t want to infect my co-workers and other patients. 

We’re fired up because we’ve seen and even performed intubations. We don’t intubate for funsies. 

Outside of the surgical setting, an intubation is basically throwing a Hail Mary to save someone’s life. And when the mortality rate once that plastic tube slides between your vocal cords with COVID-19 is 85-89%, yeah, that’s terrifying. This virus is dangerous.

Lastly, stop being spoiled children about public health advisories. Stop bitching about wearing a mask when you’re in public places. Stop pretending that that is somehow infringing on your rights. Get over yourself. 

I wish all businesses would grow a pair and refuse service to people who refuse to wear a mask “out of principle.” Police aren’t inclined to enforce it and that’s fine but, spoiler alert, private businesses have and reserve the right to refuse service to anyone. 

Don’t tell me it’s ok for a bakery to refuse service to a gay couple for a wedding cake on religious grounds but not ok for a convenience store to refuse service because they don’t want the outbreak monkey strolling through their place coughing all over other patrons and their staff. 

Stay outside the 6ft bubble, wear a damn mask, and wash your hands. It’s that easy. 

Stop pretending they’re asking for a kidney. It’s as much to protect yourself as it is everyone else. 

People wonder why we have things like stay-at-home orders and closing of non-essential businesses. It’s because of you, jackass, you’re the problem. It’s your lack of ability to exercise common sense and your refusal to follow simple, insanely simple advice that forces the government to exercise it for you. And even then, you still thumb your nose at it in all your ignorant glory. Sorry that you feel like they’re infringing on your right to be an irresponsible child.

Look, all I’m saying is I get that it’s frustrating and I get that it’s irritating, and inconvenient and all the other bad things that it is, but please, continue to take this seriously, continue to do the little things that make a big difference. Stop denying facts, science, and the advice from people who have spent a lifetime doing what they do in the medical and research fields to ultimately make everyone’s lives healthier, safer, and better.

I’m done with my soap box now.
#washyourhands #wearamask

Walking further up the hill we encountered:

Which reminded me of everything I have dealt with through the mail.

I have walked around it and left it to go on its own merry way believing what it wants.  Its world view may be different than mine, but that’s okay.  I’m not shoving my view down its throat.

It was gone when we walked back down the mountain road toward the car where we encountered several guys working away on the Round House.

 

Big trees are down!

They were waiting on heavy equipment to move stuff around.  I love seeing the progress every time we come walking here.

One of the old guys has lived here forever – and I asked him when did the Round House flood last.  1940.  Let’s hope that those kinds of floods don’t happen again for quite a few more decades.

No sewing happened last night.  My brain just isn’t in the right place.  No hand stitching of binding – but what’s the rush?

And today – I refuse to let any unwanted packets of mail steal my joy.

I will continue to be me.

Nothing starts a day off right like breakfast cooked on the porch!

With this in my belly – I can do anything!

Let’s make this Part 7 week even better with a 25% off sale!

I really DO love May! And to celebrate the beauty of May (with a do-over day today) I am putting all digital patterns in the Quiltville Store at 25٪ off using coupon code DIGITAL25.

This coupon code is good for the entire month, but code must be used at time of purchase for the sale price to be in effect. Don't forget to use the code!
No refunds if you forget, okay?

You'll find everything in the digital pattern section of the Quiltville Store.

Where you will also find the Addicted to Scraps book still at the low low price of $15.99 while lock-down lasts. (June 10th here in Virginia.)

And it comes with a free Wanderlust table runner PDF pattern, so maybe instead of purchasing that one at 25% off in the digital pattern sale, you’d like it for FREE with the purchase of Addicted to Scraps?  No coupon required for the book purchase.

My thanks to those who have shown their support of my small online business during this lock down time – it really helps.

Quiltville Quote of the Day -

Words may say one thing, but tone of voice says more than words ever could.

And while screaming for your rights, please allow everyone around you the same privilege to believe as they see fit, including their own freedom to speak their mind on their own blog/platform.  

If you disagree –  that’s okay – just walk away.

Have a lovely Friday everyone – and thanks for allowing me to speak my mind.